just not now

just not now
Originally uploaded by lorenzodom

Just Not Now

It’s beginning to feel all the same.
Same expectations
Same demands
Same lame hands, same just lying there
Same lame excuses, every time.

And, as always, there’s something that just ain’t right.

Too far away
Too close
Too slow
Too damn fast and easy.

I need new, I need old and familiar;
I just don’t need
The same ol’ same ol’
every time.

There’s no substitute for the sublime
just knowing
just being there
just perfect
everything.

Maybe I really don’t know
what I need.

Alas, I do.

For what I need
is just not you,
just not now.


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(R&O thank you for the inspiration)
Lorenzo